Why does the number of posts never go up when I view my profile?

So today. What can be said about today. Today was one of those "I wish that words had never been written down because then I wouldn't have to write them." I had one form of relief this morning. It was my coffee. I went to Caribou in a very good mood because I was doing my taxes and half way through my computer froze. Well this was as good a time as any to go get coffee. Well at the time that I left I was expecting $508 back for my tax return, the sun was shining and I saw my favorite Caribou employee today who has given me the most free drinks and is by far the cutest. So yes, my day was going well except for the fact that when I got back and the computer was unfroze I entered the last data onto Turbo tax and watched my money go from $508 to $33. This was not fun. So of course I was mad and ran to the only thing that could numb my mind at the time. Television. I don't know what happened but the next thing I knew I was watching the "happy trees" guy for about 25 minutes. That guy is so soothing to watch paint. It reminded me of Grant. After that it was back to writing those crazy papers which are due on Friday. I took a small break to start writing a song that has to do with the only thing that I am looking for is the person who can give me what I'm looking for. Hey, that's the best I got. Yeah it was one of those reflective, why am I still single days. But those have been few and far between and for that I am thankful to God. Now at the end of the day, I still wonder why I'm single but it doesn't really bother me right now. It may be because I'm tired and just don't care but I'm hoping that it's God giving me peace. Besides, girls are too crazy to even mess with, I mean, who really knows what they want. Not I, said me, not I.